Botheration...

Woke up at nine am to a call from my Dad "we'll be there in about an hour and a half"....

What?! You were supposed to pick me up tommorow!

Just when I had decided to hang around so that I could say goodbye to Craig my parents decide that they will pick me up on Saturday, not to mention because I had decided to go on Sunday I hadn't done any thing that I needed to in preperation: Tidy my monstrosity of a room, Pack, Get out books for uni work etc.

I'm not even dressed yet, my room though significantly tidier is still in "bomb site" status, I'm still not packed and I'm utterly knackered because I got no sleep last night and all I've eaten for the last few days is a bacon sandwich and half a plate of chips.

Botheration...

I don't like being this person

But right now I hate you, because you are a whore.

Put. Your. Claws. Away.

Bloody Heck

I have yet again got myself into a many layered complicated situation.

Ignoring it isn't the way to deal with it, but by jove ill dam well do it anyway.

Pressing issue 1. being ignored

Pressing issue 2. won't become pressing untill Sunday?

Pressing issue 3. nothing will happen it will just remain a nagging guilty pleasure

My weekend???

Well I was supposed to be staying at the uni over the weekend; leaving on Sunday despite the fact that term officially ended on Friday, my classes ended on Thursday and everyone else is leaving today.
I was supposed to hang around to go to Winter Wonderland with Craig today and see him in the evening, again see him in the evening on Saturday night (for a streak to Frobel campus sesh? ha). But life (as it has a habit of doing) got in the way. Craig had work to do all day and has a birthday celebration to go to tonight, is busy all day Saturday and has a flat sleepover on Saturday night (I have been invited by him and his flatmate Christina, but I really don't want to intrude). Craig is trying to get me to stay around during the day on Sunday so that we can go to Winter Wonderland during the day but I don't think he appreciates that I live a little bit further out than he does and my parents will not be willing to come on sunday evening I doubt.
Also tbh I do have a life and have things that I want to do Sunday night, I already cancelled plans for tonight and tommorow night that I am now having to sit through Facebook status updates about.



So I currently feel like the last person alive on Campus.

I don't know if I should just arrange to go home tommorow during the day, but I would feel bad for just leaving without saying Goodbye to Craig. I tried to say goodbye properly earlier but he was convinsed that we would see each other before the 11th of January. I didn't want to point out that there is very little chance we will see each other before the 28th of December, if we do see each other before term starts, which is over a week away (I dont think he has gone more than 8 hours without seeing somone from uni, I haven't even gone for more than two days).

Hmm, what to do?

Pics from Richmond Park (and roehampton uni)

Richmond Park
And at Uni

Once more in english?

"for the immediate physical milieu in which each one of us is placed, the hereditary antecedents, and the social influences vary from one individual to the next, and consequently diversify consciousnesses"

fml

Richmond Park

As many people around the country may have experianced today, It was a snow day.
I was woken up by a call from Craig to make sure I woke up and experianced this wonder (for which i was rather grateful) and during this conversation I managed to convince him to go to Richmond Park with me.

Finally a trip to Richmond Park, after months of living so tantalisingly close for so long!

Also I found out that Brenda from the amazing greasy spoon that is "Brenda and Tracey's" asked Craig about me this morning when he went for a fry up and told him to say hi for her.

So I dressed myself up in more clothes than i have probabaly collectivly worn all year and ran to Craig's admid exited cries of "it's snowing!" to anyone i recognised.

Popped into Brenda and Tracy's for a bacon sandwich and got a cheery greeting from Brenda and a quick chat with Tracy then headed to the illusive Richmond park.

Richmond park was loverly, deserted and snow covered. We walked along and saw (and walked amoungst) the deer. Ended up staying there untill it went dark. A trully loverly day.

Photos will be uploaded once Craig puts them on FB.

The dress made entirely of magazine cuttings

insomnia sometimes = good times