Point one:
I am NOT equipped to work in a church. I am selfish. I need constant approval and rewards. My motivation is entirely that people think that I am good, capable, talented... the list goes on.
Problem 1:
For 7 months I have felt called to start a ministry for strippers in central London.
Problem 2:
Googling has not helped me find any existing missions that I could sign up to and help on the most basic level
Problem 3:
I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing
Problem 4:
I swear