Monday, 22 March 2010

Things with Craig...

are better.
I think this is almost entirely down to the new system of lying down in the bed for a film with heads at the pillow end (my head in his nook) like we did before we were going out, rather than sitting up with our backs against the wall sideways.

I'm a girl of simple needs. Physical contact is important to me. I feel comforted and so I don't feel the need to make up for our lack of physical intimacy with sexually frustrated kissing which makes him feel like I am annoyed that we don't have sex.
He just never understood that it wasn't the sex I needed, it was the hugs and the general tenderness which is why I lept on the occasional kiss with the hunger of a starved animal. Now I don't feel like he only shows me affection when we are in public and he fancies asserting that he is a heterosexual male with a girlfriend.

yes things with Craig are getting better.

Let us hope that it lasts.

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