Oh the bleakness of heartbreak.
Of course I knew exactly what I was setting myself up for when I started the coversation with him. I knew what the answer would be.
I just needed to put myself out of my misery, I needed to stop whipping a dead horse and holding onto hopes that had no chance to fruitition.
"Tell him you love him, just yell it out, everything will work out"
Oh wait... I just did that "I'll never stop loving you"
Everything wont work out, everything is over- deal with it move on. It is why you engaged in this hurtfull exersize anyway really, despite all your niave childish hopes deep down you knew why you were doing it.
So why am I still burning this flipping candle?
I just need to face facts.
I want to go to sleep and never wake up.
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