I started writing a step by step account of my evening because I needed to hash it out.
But I stopped, because what would be the point of publishing that? It would just seem targeted and poisoned.


The fact of the matter is, I had an argument with someone that I care about very deeply.
They are upset with me.
They said some things that really hurt me.
I'm upset.
I don't like being upset with them, I don't like them being upset with me.


I've apologised for belittling them.
I'd like them to apologise for deliberately and unduly taking offence at / misunderstanding me.

Realistically: It's not going to happen.

What matters more to me is that this fight is over.
I'd rather be hugging right now than ignoring each other.


I just wish he would answer to the phone.



I'm trying here.