So I'm not one of those people who turn to God when things are going great. When I'm on an up I don't turn to anyone really.
In the last few months I have found it really hard to keep striving for a relationship with God. I tried mentioning it to my "young adult worker" but unfortunately as I have had a personal relationship with him he isn't always very good at listening to me and understanding when I'm asking for religious guidance. (which is no fault of his own, it's just an unfortunate side effect, he's very good at other things)
So I've tried various ways of getting myself back where I want to be but nothing was working to give me my motivation.
Last night I realised working forward in my faith was something I needed to put at the forefront of my life if I wanted to achieve any else of worth. I still however had no idea how to do this.
In other news today I was part of a discussion that will probably take me down a very difficult path. Quite frankly I'm scared. Today was also the first time I reached for my bible since I moved into this house.
I guess God knows what he's doing.
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